So I am basically just not a happy camper at present. First of all a certain roommate of mine has a certain friend over who happens to really creep me out.
Also I have been feeling super out of place, and I really miss my family. When I talk in groups I feel like I don't belong and I am constantly saying awkward things, and I just don't fit in. I just want to scream, but I can't because I live in this stupid dorm that has stupid people in my room when I just want to go to bed and not cry.
I miss Sarah most of all, and I know she misses me. We need each other for different reasons, but mostly I just need her because she is the one person who always understands me no matter what.
Finally I am perhaps unjustifiably upset about this change in my world. I have been shaken at the roots once again, and while this change doesn't affect me at all, I am worried just the same. The worst part is that I invited it in. Maybe at the end of this all it wont matter. Or maybe I shall find my own change. Change in my life could be good right now.
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:( I am worried about you! I will talk to you tomorrow, but in the meantime just know that you can always talk to me. ♥
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